Not really sure of how to start this off. A couple months short of 2 years have passed by since my life has transformed into something I wouldn’t have predicted myself. 

I left a toxic relationship after failing twice, and the inevitable failure of that relationship proved itself once I figured out that this kid thought I’d been cheating on him. Getting closure wasn’t worth explaining anything to him and I think that was for the best.

A couple months pass and I find myself hesitant to jump into something with someone who turned out to be the most caring, responsible, funny human being ever. I learned what it meant to have someone who really brings out the best in you and vice versa. 

Thinking about my relationship with this guy makes me feel fulfilled in a way that I don’t think I’ve ever felt before. I’ve hit a lot of lows, dealt with a lot of personal/internal shit that I’ve been needing to deal with for a long time. But despite all of those adversities, I found myself becoming stronger and I know I can attribute some of that success to him.

A few more months pass and I find my best friends for life, cultivate stronger relationships with existing and valuable friendships, family relationships become more clear, more strong. And I’m traveling more, given the fact that this dude, my dude, doesn’t hesitate to go on a road trip last minute. 

Fast forward to like, 2 or 3 weeks ago and I’ve just accepted a job offer before I even graduated and I’m about to move to Austin, TX with my best friend/loml. Like what the actual fuck my guy.

Life is so good, and I’ve learned that happiness is fleeting. Just like any other emotion. But feeling whole is something greatly unimaginable and I know that it’ll just keep getting better no matter what happens from here on out.

✌🏽it’s been wild